
Karaoke-ing with abaaaang was effing powerful.
Malam-malam rumha selalu tonggang tebalek.
betol aku cakap.
hahahahahahahah~ (:
Padehal its time for me to sleeep.
Tapi i tanak. I nak belo2 sekejap.
nak release segale stress+pressure+sakit perut+segala yang tk bagos dan boleh menyebakan obesiti.
Kan wire sumpah dah hilaaaaaang. :D
I told you, it takes time for me to recover and reflect from everything.
And right now, i was as happy as always.
Nih sume Syaitan kacau jek, tk bgos ikot emosi.
Ikot hati mati you~
hahahahah! ^^,
Ok got to go.
Pray for me okay tomorrow? (:
InsyAllah everything will be fine.
No injured, no cursing2. (:
Anyyong baby~ ;D
p/s: Tuhanku, tabahkanlah hati hamba-Mu yang lemah ini.
Yours Truly , 사라가 휘 시안을 웡 ♥ @ 7:50 AM
Yes i'm tired. Tired with everything.I'm not that strong to hold myself, i failed. Major fail alright?Atlast, this tears fall down to my cheeks, how i hope i can rewind everything back soo that no one would saw me in that situation, and again, i failed.I dont know what happen to me lately. I tried my very best to control all this emotions, but i cant.and i did badly today for my Netball training. Yes, it was daaamn bad, i cant even shoot. My footwork and all, i cant concentrate . I didnt even understand a single word coach tell us. I was there, but my mind, i dont know where it goes to. I think, i have to spill everything out here.1]I was too angry with myself that i make others pissed off with me.2]I dont know what happen to me nowadays. My emotions were mixed up.3]I was just too tired with all of this schedule. I was Effing tired.4]My backbone was hurt, and i cant breath easily, my leg . I tried to bare with all the pain, but i cant, it was just too painful.5] I feel like dying .6]My mind was full with thinking, you might not know what i am thinking about , but actually,it was ALOT of thing i have to think about.7] I'm scared. 8] I'm tired of thinking about others problems. and also, i'm tired of smiling.That's it. I dont know how to explain everything in terms of words. Just that, let me cry, let me cry for a single day, soo that i will be normal for tomorrow and the future. I just need one thing, to cry.My problems have nothing to do with all of you, just that, long time i've never cried myself out and i kept controlling it. Soo, today is the day, the day that i spill everything out, and now, i feel a little bit of relief. I'm too tired right now to post everything , but lastly.Thanks everyone for the concern and loves. I'm sorry for acting weirdly nowadays.I Love You All TruckLoads alright ♥
Yours Truly , 사라가 휘 시안을 웡 ♥ @ 5:42 AM
"It was hard just to think about it,
but it was even harder to even forget you, dear boy." - ♥
A short journey.
just a temporary goodbye,
that i'll never forget, also , i will be waiting.
Waiting for you, even if the sky falls ♥
|~ When you fall down, just stand back with your own two feet, simple enough. Be independent. ~|
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Yours Truly , 사라가 휘 시안을 웡 ♥ @ 1:17 AM
Will be gone for 10 solid days. (:
And i dont know when will i update this blog again.
I Love Ya All !!
Miss me aite? ^^
@ herkkyy : after i came back home, update me EVERYTHING about sj from the day i go can? LOL! XD
Yours Truly , 사라가 휘 시안을 웡 ♥ @ 1:24 AM
Why do this heart feels nothing good?i hate myself right now.i just dont know why.This feeling,, please get rid of me please.please, i'm begging you for once and for all.ok whatever it is.i'm soo not in mood to post anything right now.goodbye.p/s: my negativity towards both of you just increase, ottoke?
did you both in a relationship?
or you guy, did u like her?
ok mariam,get back into reality .
Yours Truly , 사라가 휘 시안을 웡 ♥ @ 4:50 AM
31st May 2010 ♥♥♥ "하이 허프 아니 ! (:"
yeaaah~ Kiss me thru the phone baby~ LOL! ^^
What's up with this date huh?
yeaaaah!
Its OUR OUTING!
OUR DATE!
on this date, all gonna be ours right?
oh my~ hope this date will be the happiness for me.
Babe(s), make sure it will be fun alright?
i just want everything to be new.
JUST EVERYTHING((:
just now the plan, just think about it makes us happy.
hahah!
today was like the craziest.
i miss this time~ seriously, i hope just now wont end. :)
ok, going to download hundreds of songs now, since i've just done a VERY BIG MISTAKE!
hahah!
안영하새요 ! ~ ♥
Yours Truly , 사라가 휘 시안을 웡 ♥ @ 5:57 AM
In My Dream ♥♥[Kyuhyun] She comes backShe says she's sorryThe skilled hands that I missed caress my own[Sungmin] The apologetic eyes that look at me, the voice I want to hearTenderly telling me not to cry[Ryeowook] If I hold you in my arms you disappear andThe tears flow and my pillow becomes wetAt last I wake up from my sleepMorning is always like this... My Love[Yesung] I hope I fall asleep forever like thisI wake up with her presence still...Although I hope I don't dream again,Today too it seems I fall asleep with her presence[Donghae] She's smilingIt's really been too longI've missed that expression, she's my girl isn't she[Sungmin] She's walking awayEmbracing another personMy chest feels like it's being crushed under a heavy weight[Yesung] I'm dreaming again, right?Cold sweat runs down meIt's hurts, it's a dream of things I hate to even rememberI can't do anything all day longWe'll spend time together, right my Love[Kyuhyun] I hope I sleep forever like thisI wake up with her presence still...[Ryeowook] Although I hope I don't dream again,Today too it seems I fall asleep with her presence[Yesung] Everything is becoming cloudy but her image is getting stronger[Kyuhyun] Like in yesterday's dream, today she comes to meNow I don't sleep alone[Ryeowook] I hope I sleep forever like thisI wake up with her presence still...[Yesung] Although I hope I don't dream again,Today too it seems I fall asleep with her presence[Kyuhyun] If I could only see you again today, if I could do it again, if you came back again....[Donghae] If you slept by my side just once more, if it happened again...[Ryeowook] I wouldn't want to wake up[Yesung] If I could fall sleep...
Yours Truly , 사라가 휘 시안을 웡 ♥ @ 7:33 AM